Christine Is my life. Legit
I’m tired. I’m running out of things to talk about with people and you can see it in the way I talk. I don’t like talking about mindless shit. No, I dont care where your going to college. No, I’m over talking about prom. Where did all the real conversations with people go? Why are we struggling to find things to talk about? I want someone I can be completely silent with and that will be the best conversation in my life. I just want to find someone that will sit down and tell me what they think about the world, their view on people, their view on themselves… I just want to meet more people with opinions and ideas. Where did they all go? I feel like I am a part of the problem… I go on with the routine conversations but I’m over that. I want people that are going to make a difference in my life to speak to me.
I love Christine with all my heart
| 19th Jan 2012✧21:5737,089 notes |
I think I just need a change. A change of scenery, obviously, but also a change of people. I need to meet somebody completely new to me. I can’t remember when I actually met someone new. I think a change would be nice. So, college could not come fast enough. Sure, I’ll be…
| 9th Jan 2012✧00:5032,899 notes |
Call me old fashioned but I appreciate bringing in the New Year with the only people who have been by my side since day one: My family. I love them so much. My family is the only thing that has seen me bitch, scream, cry, hit, and every other emotion I can possibly be and still love me. I can hurt them so much but I know they have my back. We have our ups and downs throughout the year but they have always loved me. I don’t ask for anything more than their love because its enough to make me feel whole. I am so grateful for the past year. It opened my eyes to so much. The world is designed to make one hurt. But the heart and mind is created to heal the hurt so choose wisely on who you let in and think carefully about the choices you make! My heart and my mind goes out to my family because they are absolutely amazing and God blessed me with such amazing people to be around. I could never imagine a day without them so how can I not end the year off right with them and start it off right with a kiss from them. Happy New Years everyone! I am so thankful and blessed, you should be too!
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I don’t need anyone. I always believed that. I lost my way a couple times thinking some people in my life are meant to be there forever. I learned my lesson and realized everyone leaves. People disappoint. They will never fully satisfy you, without you being happy yourself. I realized that if I put my faith in people sticking around all the time, I will just be living in a world of fantasy and being crushed everyday when they leave. Honestly, God is the only person who will stick around, or whoever your superhero is. Everytime someone new is introduced to my life and I start getting close to them, I feel like I am losing a bit of myself. I don’t want this again. I want to just be to myself.
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